If someone really cared about you, they'd show it and not just say it.
The only way to avoid disappointment is to never get your hopes up.
It only takes one person to change another.
Trust: This word is not in my dictionary any more.
If you ask me if I'm okay, I'm going to say I'm fine.
Even if I'm tearing myself on the inside.
I'm never trusting anyone ever again.
No one cares about anyone any more.
I'd rather face my own problems than getting false care.
Thank you for showing me the world as it is.
I hate happiness now.
It blinded me from the truth of this hideous world.
It's filled with anger, hatred, and negativity.
I don't think I'll ever be able to smile again.
If I do, it won't be a genuine one.
Thank you for showing me.
Never trust anyone.
I'll be in my safe circle.
Of anti-trust.
Don't get your hopes up.
No one cares.
And that is.
The truth of this world.
it saddens us
ReplyDeleteto hear those words
drop out of your mouth,
like glass they
shatter into shards that
cut into our hearts,
a million glass pieces that
glitter deceivingly.
but perhaps those shards have
entered our eyes,
bringing out tears that
clear our vision to
see how you feel
inside the cage you've
built around yourself.
we want to
be the hands that catch you,
and even if
you shield yourself inside,
we'll be waiting outside
forever.
please talk to us. I'm really worried.
My little circle
Deletemakes me feel safe
from false feelings.
In the time
I've been in it,
I finally understood.
There's no going back.
Feelings change.
People hurt.
But in the circle,
everything is safe.
Everything is wonderful.
No more worries or tears.
Just fake happiness.
Wonderful.
what
Deletein the
freaking wide world
is
going on??
I do
not
understand.
tell me.
I just posted about how I view things differently now, through new eyes. And I thought it would be fun to reply with a poem.
Deletewhy do u view things differently? what??
DeleteSomething just happened.. Just don'r ask me what it is..
Deleteyou can't have a rainbow
ReplyDeletewithout rain,
says those who words ring true,
even inside your circle you can't feel
the full shine of the sun,
just a weak ray that
doesn't feel worth it.
things change,
and things hurt,
but what is life
if not pain mixed with
hope and happiness?
isn't something real
worth the price?
if you're closing yourself
from false feelings,
then isn't creating fake happiness
for yourself
against the point?
your little circle can't be
all there is to the world.
you're bright,
brilliant,
yet you're keeping that light
inside...
we miss that brightness that sparks our day.
Is it worth it?
DeleteCan't people just
avoid what makes
them hurt?
Avoid what makes
them happy, and
avoid what makes
them sad?
Fake happiness
is better than
fake people
who hurt you.
If we keep the rain
away, we avoid the rainbow.
But it's worth it in
the end.
Either rain and sun,
Or neither.
It's different.
it's selfish of you to
ReplyDeletethink that you can
lock us out without
another word,
to think that
we won't care.
did everything we laugh
about together
a lie?
was every laugh and smile
and hug
forced out of you?
you don't want to be hurt,
so you hide in your little circle,
but don't you realize
you're hurting us by doing so?
I'm just going to reply without a poem.
DeleteIf you want to, come into my circle and everything was true. Now the world has changed.
Don't be hurt, there are other people you can go to.
This is just temporary, until I feel it's okay to get out of my circle.
What I fear is that I might stay in it for too long.
I know I said it's permanent, but by staying, I'll have time to think.
please don't shut yourself in for too long. remember, we'll be waiting outside for you, no matter what.
DeleteI'll try my best, thank you. :)
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